tml ... i will have to work again

kind of tired of this kind of shift work ... 24hrs work 48hrs off sounded so good at 1st .. but now then i realised that not slping at night is actually a suffering for me ... i rather do office hr work now ...

last night .... the usual gang gathered at my home except for the poor boy, weili who was somewhere in the sea ... but we did not have steamboat as wat we had planned to have ... instead we just bought the food from down stairs ... and they said ... the food r nt nice at all ... well well ....i have nothing to say ... actually i have been missing the home cook food lately ... guess i have been eating outside food for a long time ... especially the malay food ...i think some of my friends will start to laugh at me when they see this .... well .. i got no choice ma .. unless u people want to bring the food to me to my station

emm ... think need to go to bed lor ... need to work tml .....

Wang's 2nd win ..

i was so nervous when i watch his shaky 1st inning pitch ... however credit must go to him for settling down fast and started a super pitching from 2nd inning onwards all the way to 6th inning ... through out this period none of the Seattle batter could reach 1st base ... not even the so call the "best batter in the world" Ichiro

he proved once again that he is really a world class pitcher ... but somehow .. i am not as emotional as i was during his 1st win ... maybe he was not in the home ground this time ... or just maybe i am not in good mood

Why !! Why !! Why !!

Why am i stupid enough to look at a pic that i know its going to hurt myself ...

just saw the pic of she and he ... just like a bullet went through my brain ... even though i have known who he is from her friends ...

"why did u choose him ??"

the same old question started to trouble me again .... choosing anyone else would make me feel better ... cause i dun c anything from him that is better than me ... nothing ... nothing ... just nothing at all ...

maybe ... just maybe ... she just needs someone to acompany ... and i am just not there .....

i am comforting myself again .....

strange duty day ...

my 1st duty in the fire post .. i think i have just made the record of being on duty at firepost as soon as i did my 4th duty as a new firefighter ... hahah .. i am a record holder

wat calls did i have yesterday ... emm ... due to my directives .. i cant tell too much here on the net openly ... unless u guys want to c me end up in detention barrack .... ask me in face ba .. my dear friends ...

well ... almost forget that i got my 1st rank pay already ... hahah ~~~ so much money ... ho ho ho ... now i really feel like a real Seargent now

Tiger Wang's Best Moment, His 1st Win in MLB

Bottom of 8th inning, 1 out, Beltre line a single to center, all six of Yankees infielders huddled on the mound around our taiwanese star Wang to show their appreciation of his 7+ innings of excellent pitching. It was so touching to see superstars like A-Rod, Flaherty, and Jeter hanging around Wang to show their support to him. Then it was manager Joe Torre's term to show his approval by patting on Wang's back before handing the ball to the reliever. As Wang walked off the mound towards the dugout, the capacity crowd at Yankees Stadium gave Wang a standing ovation, all 40,000+ of them. What a scene! What a moment for Taiwan! It was a touching moment indeed. I am sure I would have shed some tears if I was there watching the game in person. Who could have dreamed that such a day would dawn when a pitcher from Taiwan can outduel the best hitters in the world, including Ichiro while earning the respect of players like A-Rod, Jeter, Matsui, Johnson, and millions of fans around the world. This is the best publicity for Taiwan. Now more Americans recognize Wang's name than President Chen Shui-Ban's name. Now even the Japanese would know Wang's name because he stole the spotlight from Ichiro vs. Godzilla. Now I can be proud cause there are two Taiwanese pitchers who can pitch in the highest arena of the baseball world and getting good results at the same time. Not wasting my effort to wake up so early to watch the game during my off day.

3 duties so far

yea .. till the latest duty .. i have already done 3 duties ... but yet to attend any real fire incident yet ... haha ... dunno if i have to call myself lucky or unlucky

saw something happening to my man during the duty which also happened to me few months ago .... suddenly ...i realised that i have actually over it ... even though .. i am still thinking that ~~


u could have said "NO", but u did not

u could have resisted it, but u did not

u could have just turned around and walked away from him, but u just did not

so all the promises all these years r actually mean nothing to u

then why should i still be so stubborn to try to get back a heart that is no longer belongs to me


anyway ... like wat i have said ... its all over ....

went out with ivy,daoxian and weili last night .. the usual old good friends ... did trouble them for searching some red venga sheet which we never ever managed to find .. haah ... luckily they never complained to me ....

they r always so nice ... ahha ...

my 1st day at work ...

guess wat ... i reported at the HQ at 8 am in the morning with other rota mates and spent all the way till 5pm just to fill a 2 page forms,completed an interview and collected our personal equipments ... by the time i reached to my station ... the office hr has already over ... hahah ...thats really funny .. cause i thought i would be knowing my shift today ... but sigh ~~ at least ... i am able to be here to write my blog

finally sent the letter to patpat lor ... duno when she will receive it .... hope to hear from here soon ...hahah

went to the Fish and Co last night with my camp mates .... 2nd time in a week ... that place is simply expensive ... ahhah .. but the food is not bad ...cause i like fish ma ...

got receive the message from patpat late at night .... so touched ... hahah ..

dun really know how to spend my one week holiday ... i cant go anywhere except for staying in singapore ....sad ... sad

Finally ... Finally .. i have passed out lor !!!

HaahAhha.. Dad came to c my POC ....

but unfortunately ... i was posted to the station i dislike the most ... Sembawang .. Sigh ~~~ looked like i wun be having the relaxing time in firestation in the years to come .... never mind .... work hard ba .....just 1 and half year left anyway ....

jsut 2 more days ... it will be my Passing Out Ceremony ...

soon i will get my rank and fire badge ... even though the person who is going to put them on is my dad instead of the person i wished to be 6 months ago

lots of feelings r inside to me now .... till now then i realised that 6 months r actually a short time ... IPPT gold is actually not difficult to get ...12 pull ups is not impossible to have...jumping down from 8 floor high ... so much things that i wanted to prove to u that i can do but today its no longer matter to u

suddenly i just feel wats going to do next ... in the fire station or as an instructor....

i myself dunno ... lets c wat posting i get 1st ba .... hopefully i DUN get sembawang fire station ...... hahha ...

after almost a year ... i finally back to here

actually after my 1st blog .. never expected that i would be coming back to write anything again ... hahah

suddenly have a feeling that so much things have changed over the past one year...like HK and paul r almost no longer in contact .. patpat went to australia ... lost a good friend ...and i am also kind of lost my direction now .. duno wat to do next ... the goals in the past r no longer important to me now

maybe .. maybe just like wat she had said to me ... its pointless to look back ... i have to look forward to find my goals again ....

i am trying very hard now ...trying hard to rediscover my goals again ...

HaHaHa ...

guys .. this is my 1st ever blog posting oh.....

Yei yei ...!!