how much am i willing to write inside my blog ?? ...

hmm .. .its indeed a good question ... well .. i dunno .. so far .. i have been true to myself ... well ... of course .. "i am the honestest guy in this world ... and the stupidest one" ... comment from my DRC ... haha ...anyway .. i c no point lying ... tats why

i think i will continue to write as true as possible .... of course ..except for some really really very very personal secrets ...

last duty .. my DRC is asking for volunteer to go for oversea mission .. fighting the forest fire in indonesia ... it really sounded attractive ... cause ... that might be my only chance in my life to fight a forest fire at such a big scale .. but .. after a clear thought ... well ... i dun want to go to a country without pork ... haha ... well actually i dun want to go ... cause i have a personal reason .... if they r not going two weeks from now ... i will defiently go

now ... reading a scientific journal ..... suddenly i feel .. its really difficult ...... i have not studied for a long time ... woo .... how regret i am now .. haha ......

its been a long time since i last posted my blog ...

hmm .... actually i am not sure of the reason why too ...

few duties ago .. i am almost charged ... why ?!!? cause of my nelegence to make sure all the equipments are according to the check list ... but ... ever since my 1st day there .... they are never according to the check list ... anyway ... count me as bad luck to be spot checked by officer

however .. its not the thing concerned me the most .. wat disurbing me is that my crews were charged ... cause of my fault .... and i just got a verbal warning ... this really makes me feel guilty ... very very guilty ......sigh ~~~ why didnt u just punish me ... that will make me feel better ....... its my failure to make sure my men check properly to lead to this mistake

luckily ... nothing happen to them after they were charged .. this made me feel better ..... besides ... i got go to watch firework tonight ... oh ... waw ~~ i have watched many times ever since last year .... hahah .. how lucky i am

Happy Birthday .... my daddy

today ... is a very special day for me oh .... cause why ??... its my father's birthday !! because .... if he was not born .... then there would not be me in this world .... so this day is actually more important than my birthday ... haha .....

anyway ... tml will be my station internal audit .... .hope ... everything will be smooth ... and good ........