New Year .... New Me .... and Us !!

just before the end of 2005 ... something finally came my way .... and its finally officially known in our group

mei ... its really like wat u said .. a long and dragging process ... however .. i never put my blame on u .. .cause i know its not an easy task to do ... and past few months could never be an easy .. care free period of time for u .....thank u for being able to accept me ...

trust me .. this time round .. i am not going to let go of my hand ... i am going to hold ur hand and grow old together with u ... even till the day when we r already two old old grandpa and grandmum ... u will still be the most precious treasure in my heart ....

陳金鋒 is back ....

陳金鋒 ... to many of u here .... it means nothing ... but to all the taiwanese ... its a name tat can never be forgotten ... cause he had made our childhood dream come true...

many years back ... when i was still in primary sch ... we thought there can never be any of taiwanese baseball play to play in MLB .. the top baseball league in the world ... and the gambling scandle happened in 1996 made me think tat its the end of taiwanese professional baseball league ...i can never watch taiwanese play baseball again

but this guy ... used his power .. speed .... and determinations ... became the 1st chinese or taiwanese to be signed by MLB team (LA Dodgers) ... it was the 1st dream he made real to all the taiwanese ... he showed all the baseball players in taiwan tat MLB is reachable ... and followed him ... many many talented players started to challenge MLB

he then used his home runs in 2001 baseball world cup to bring back the 3rd place by beating Japan and Korea with 2 home runs each in the games ... at the same time .. he brought our passions back to the baseball fields ... people started to believe tat we r the best in asia ... even though ... i think its still some ways from Japan and Korea

in 2003 .. he again used his hitting talents to bring taiwan into olympics ... by beating Korea and China in Asian qualifying game .... he did it when everyone thought tat we were no match to Korea

2004 olympics .... he once again gave us the winning hope .. by hitting a 3 run homer against Japan .... he gave us the lead for as long as 7 innings ... only saw us to lose the lead in the last 2 innings and eventually lost ... i never blame him for not hitting another homer .. cause ... he gave me the hope when i thought its impossible to score any run from the mighty Japan...

this year ... after never securing a 1st team place in Dodgers he finally decided to come back to taiwan to play CBPL .... despite the critics said he should not do tat cause his standard will drop after playing in CBPL .... but for me ... he has done enough for taiwan ... its time for him to enjoy the star status he supposed to have in taiwan and no more struggling to get the 1st place in MLB ...

besides ... i believe tat he will once again ... like wat he has done so many times before ... bring back to crowds back to the baseball parks ... and ... many many young players will follow his foot steps to challenge the top league in the world ..

Merry Chrismas ...

Cannot remember when was the last time tat we had such big group of poly friend gathering ... well .... its like something only happened years back .. however ... last night in TCC ... we did it again ... cause besides the usual old faces .. me, zilan, ivy ... long time no c faces .. kokguan, shawn, kris, poh ... and the not so close faces .. ciji, kumsiong, shihuai ... and lastly .. back from australia face .. xiu hua .... feel sad for the guy who is still in taiwan and .... the guy who got ops tat night .... think this is the good thing of having NS in CD ... cause .... most of the people dun celebrate Chrismas and Chinese New Yr ... so can get leave easily

even though its the usual thing tat we just sat in TCC .. played bridge and talked crack .... but its really a special night for me ....in certain ways .... thank u .... its really meaningful to me ....

Birthday .... An unique day

how should i describe my birthday this year le?? ,.... well .. its really a weired one .. cause i have to attend other people's bday on my bday itself ...

but .... its a special one for me ... not only having a DVD player as my present .. or watched the May Day concert on the very last min or join weiming's bday party at chalet...

mei said i am a poor bday boy...hahaha...this one i agree .... but wen mei said tat i am getting 1 yr older again.....hmm....i cant agree oh....cause i am always looked young and think young ma.....haha

tot i would be having sumting special this year...well...nothing...hahaha

honestly ...with ur company tats already better than anything le.....

thank u

down to the valley ...

think this is the only way to describe how i feel now ba..

already i am not feeling very well .. and yet ... i cannot seem to bring the happiness to the poeple i promise to ... no wonder people say dont promise something tat is too hard for urself .... well ...i am still trying hard .. believe me

think my lucky star is just now with me these few days ba... have been slping through my 24 hr duty .. but yet .. today .. i am still looked slpy ... feel lazy ... i know wat is wrong with me .. but i just cant find a way to lift myself up ...

let the past be left in the past ... look forward ... cause there r still many new things waiting for u up front .... its not for me ... cause it just pointless to make urself in such a state while u can live happily ...i know it takes time ...and i never rush u.... but stop making urself so upset ... cause i do feel ur unhappniness oso ... and i do feel the same way as u ....

waw just before i noticed it .. .its already december ... a special month for me ... cause .. my birthday is coming .. haha

2 day ago went to sentosa with ivy .. zilan .. lynn and peishan ... waw .. !! i am the only guy ... envy me ba .. .haha .. well the wather tat day was not very good ... no sun ... and there was a big big wind ...

last night was the station year end function ... which .. i was just like usual .. alone ... anyway .. i am get used to this thing ... just tat as usual when i saw people acompanied by their love ones ... my heart felt cold and sour ..... haha ... i think i should not be a boy ... so easily moved ... not referring to anyone ... just myself .... my own feelings dunno come from where .... haha