the biggest joke ever ...

yesterday was "supposed" to be the day where my cousin going back to taiwan ... but she stayed till this morning .... why ??!!? cause ... cause ... she remembered her flight date wrongly .... and the funniest thing was that .. we only realised when we reached the airport .... waw ~~~

she was actually supposed to be back on 29 which was one day earlier than the day she told everyone ....

finally finished her one month holiday here ..... hope that she like my hospitality .... well ... she mus be ... with such a good and caring cousin ... haha ... looked like someone is going to vomit ... heihie ......

just heard my mum that they had accident on the high way ... well .. luckily they r alright. .. but but but !!! .... the back of our family car is not alright at all .... hmm ... look like need to spend some money on it lor ~~~

all the best ... encik moonch

today ... i am really upset ... dishearted ... cause of wat happened to my ... so call mentor encik ...

he just resigned from the work without and sign or even letting me know the reason ...i really dun understand why he must act so rushly .... so emotionally ...

he is the one of the best secion commander i have seemed so far ... and the one who had taught me the most ... taught me everything from did not even know wen turn out of incident to now ... can handle the operation caimly ..... giving me the chances to give stop messages while others didnt ...so i was able to get the real life chance to pratice and learn fast......most importantly ... he is the one who really can work well ....

but just looked wat he got in return for all his hard work ...resigned !! ... just like wat he told me ... people never appreciate hard work ...his words sounded so dishearted to me ... but till now .. i have finally realised wat he said ...

why ?? why ?? ..... why is tat people who really work hard ... never get the compliment they deserve ... ?? .... its so unfair ....

today ... i am sooooooo~~~ full

my cousin gave vy, zilan and me a buffet treat today afternoon .... waw ~~~ luckily i did not eat anything at the station in the morning ... tats helps me to eat lots more ...

one more special thing today ... was that ... my cousin actually bought ... almost 4kg of the preserved pork ..... wa w ....~~ even though i like to eat it too ... but its really my 1st time to c someone buying so many of it .... and i was actually carrying it ...

its been a few days have not talked to penny online ... very sorry ... kind of busy on my 1st day off lately ... hope everything will be back to normal soon ...hopefully

Sending patpat off

just had a feeling that i only saw patpat coming back few days and go and tonight .. i was at the airport to send her off ... waw ~~~ time is really fast

so tired ... cause i just off from me 24 hr duty and went home slp for an hr and then i had to wake up and went to airport ...

anyway .. there is one thing .. i have to mention here .. which is that ... i was not late ... haha .. its the 1st time in many months that i was not late for the gathering ... so proud of myself .. haha ...

by the way ... almost forget one thing ... patpat said i am getting more and more and more handsome lor ~~~ hahaha ....

a raining day ... today and the past few days

its one of my favorite weather ... hiehie ...

home has become a more lively place ... a place i like to stay more .. cause there r more people staying now ... however its only a temperorily .. well .. but i am satisified with it...

suddenly .. i realised that my counter is increasing graduatly ... arg ... i should said ... very very very slowly ... i still remember 1st hundread was pretty fast ... but after that ... its like a turtle ... moving upwards slowly ... well maybe ... all the people i know have read it ... so its not going to increase so fast like wat it used to be ... i think

i think i have fallen in love with blog writing ... haha ^^ ... even though someone has said tat my grammar is not good ... but ... watever .. i just like to write .. to write anything i like ... and post it without even checking it ... who cares .... cause only this will be my true self .... i am not taking any test ... why make my life so trouble some ..... someitmes .. even myself not sure of wat i am writing .. its all depended on my mood ...

but i think .... well .. my publish is getting less nowadays ... well cause i have more things to do nowadays .... like bringing my cousin around ... and most importantly kind of addicted to an online game nowadays .... haha .... like like a kid ... like to play PC game so much ....

last saturday .. we had a gathering with pat pat ... she really surprised me cause no one was expecting she to be back from austrlia after only half a year ... anyway .. its so good to c her back ... honestly she has changed alot ... but i wun say how she has changed ... hei hie .. i would not dig my own gray .. would i ?? haha

here .. i must thank ivy and zilan for bringing my cousin out while i was having my duty on sunday.... sorry to trouble u 2 .. gals .... like wat i have said ..... one day i will repay u 2 .... in watever way .... but but ... i wun repay it blindly oh ... come on ... i am defiently smart enough to make the right choice .... heihie .... one day .. hie hie ... one day

by the way ... thinking of my future ... sunddenly .. i feel like being a flight attendent now ... haha ....c how ba ... .maybe i am not high enough .... waw ~~ its first time i admit that i am not high enough ... hmm .. for a 180cm guy ... i think i should have more confidence in myself. .. haha

This afternoon .. just when i was enjoying my rare precious off day .. i got a stunning sms from my supervisior ... which said

Lo ... the commander has rejected ur drill report .. can u go back to station and change it now

how stunning it was ... not because i had to go back and do it again ... its because my report was rejected !!! ... oh ... on the way back to station .. i kept thinking wat went wrong ...and guess wat ... the answer was even more stunning to me ...

just wen i opened up the email that commander sent to me ... he said

thank you for the report ... however, its not the format i am looking for .. its too task specific .. lack of depth and width ....

arg ..... the format was given by my fellow enciks ... and its already my 2nd time submitting the report ... if its not the format u r looking for ... why did u wait for so long then mention it !! i was totally feel like being cheated ... very much hurt .. woo woo ~~~

anyway .. just feel being cheated ... i am just too innocent ...believe that the format given by others r always correct ...

just saw the message left by zilan and penny ... feel so touched ... even though penny ask me not to think too much ... but i am still very touched ... haha .... thank u guys !!!!

Its a beautiful sunday morning today

its beautiful cause i dun have any duty today ... really kind of sick of going to work nowadays .... not because of the fire calls or wat ... but because of all the paper works and politics between the people .. i am just serving my national service ... so i dun want to get myself too deep into this big big trouble

i feel ... i am not wat i used to be anymore ... the ways i think ... the ways i life .. i dunno wat have changed me ... but watever .. i am lazy to think now .. even to think of my own future ....

maybe ... 10 years down the road ... when i look back at myself .... this time .. this period will be one of the darkest moment in my life

Here Goes my Clean Report

dun know if its my luck or not ... last mid night during my duty ... i got to c dead body ... a male body on the road due to road traffic accident with lots of blood next to it ... some people went through the 2 years time without seeing anything like this ... and for me ... just the third month ... my clean record is already gone...

dunno why ... after coming back from the call .. i just dun feel well .. not because of the body .. but because of the family and friends there ... they looked so devastated cause one of their close family just left them like that ... just less than a minute time and he is gone .... i dunno wat to say ... just feel life is so unpredicable ...one minute ur friend or family might still smiling in front of u and next minute he or she is no long in this world....

friends .. treasure wat u have now ... no matter its wat u like or dun like ... cause u never now wats going to happen in the next second