Just some photo updates of recent outing..

Photos....!!! I was asked by my ge to help him post some photos here.. Heehee...

Reflection...








He complained that can only see my face clearly...

err.....wat did my mei found inside my ear !??!

mei .. stop digging la .... it definately not hair from other gal la ......


Finally ...

Why did i say its finally le ?? ... cause my mei had been thinking of getting her V3 for servicing since the start of Jan ... and 1 month after .... she finally did it le ... just like many other things she plans .... always take a long time to come true .. hahah

things happened yesterday and today ... both to mei and me .... well .... for me ... i am having muscle pain now ... thanks to this morning's whacking .... as for my mei ...

well ... how should i say tat le ... i have to admit tat ... i am really somehow ... unhappy with wat happened yesterday .... but at the same time .... i feel sorry for mei ... cause ... i have promised her tat no matter wat .... no matter how long it takes ... i would give her time. .. let it be a month ... half a year .. or a year ..... but yet ... i almost broke my promise to her yesterday ... somehow ... i almost lost control of myself yesterday

letting go the past .... build our future with our hands holding on to each other tightly ba .... memories may not be deleted ... may not be replaced ..... but some memories r definately sweeter and nicer when compare to others .... those r the ones i am going to give u .... i promise !!

Guess what is my mei wearing??

TATOO


1st.....this is my leg


2nd...someone just put her name on...not to mention who


3rd...its her chinese name.....



last.... my names ....and hers again!!!

East Coast ..... Cycling

cycling with my mei ... together with her uni friends today ... heihei .... then i only realised tat its really been a long time since i last rided on a bike ..... the bike i refer to here .. is obviously ... a bicycle ....

after the cycling ... mei and i went to parkway parade and had our dinner there ..... till recently ... i realise i have been gaining weight .... not because i am having good appetite .... it just tat someone has been treating me "very nice" .... "giving" me all the "good food" .... making sure tat i will not be "hungry" and feel "full" after the meal .... think its really the time for me to really carry out my PT during my duty ... to make sure my stomach does not come out

Dinning In the Sky

Its been a plan which i myself not sure if its possible until it really happened .... cause from the initial planning stage till the last minute payment part .... nothing had really gone smoothly ... firstly ... i didnt really feel well lately ... especially on the V day ..... sigh ~~ i also dunno since when i start to become so weak .. .haha .... then the reservation form seemed to be playing with me .... cause no matter how i fax ... its always too light for them to c anything ...

but ... guess its my luck ba .... in the end ... it worked out .. thanks ... thanks .... thank u god .... for making it happen ....

frankly ... early in the morning ... i was still thinking if it would not be able to work out ... wat should i do .... think i would have to bring my mei tour 1 round of sentosa then ... and pretend there is nothing at all ... hahah

Fever

I dunno if to call it as a coincidence or wat ... both mei and me had fever in the past few days ... at first it was me ... then when mei came all the way down to take care of me yesterday ..... she got the fever at night ... so immediately .. i had to return her my favorite ..

i oso not sure wat kind of luck both of us are having recently ... she fell down and kept on hit onto things .. and i had fever ... well ... hope everything can be fine after all these ... it just the starting of the year nei ... not a good starting but .... hope it can get better as time goes by ...hehihei

Money Spending Season

have been spending large sum of money lately ... haha ... cause few important things spoiled at the same time ... handphone and my pc .... initially, i targeted to have 10000 saving before i ord ... now .. dunno if i still can make it or not ... hahha .... never mind .. i still have about 10 more monthes to complete it

still trying to recover from the lost of slp on the night with dx at kbox .... tat day was like almost 48 hr without slp like tat .... coming back from 24 hr duty ... then meet dx with my mei ... had dinner in MS ... playing bridge in TCC and ... ended up in kbox all the way till next morning ... on the way back to my home .. my mei lying he head on my shoulder ... BUT .. the funny thing was that her head kept sliding down ... so every here and then i had to shift her head back to proper position .... think .. DX and patsy got c this .... hahah

thanks to mei's cousin ... i got my new cpu le .. .hiehie .... have been playing with my new hp today with my mei ever since i woke up from afternoon nape ..... now she is studying .. hopefully she can finish every thing by today so tat tml .. .we 2 can go together to airport to send patsy off .... i dun want to go alone ... hahha just kidding

I AM BACK ......only for a while

for those who have been wondering where i have been since starting of Jan 2006 .. hiehei ... sorry ... i had been quite busy ... and then my pc spoiled due to someone's @#%* ... (just kidding mei) ....anyway ... today is only the third day of a new year ... BUT !!! .... it looked like i am going to splash lots lots of money le ... a new CPU ... a new handphone ... a TV .... and wats more ?? ... depends on my mei's mouth le (have mercy on me .. mei ..pls)

back on the reunion dinner tat day ... tat day ... i threw away lots of stuffs in my room due to the last minute spring cleaning with mei .... at 1st i tot she would not have anything to throw cause i had done it once before ... but to my surprised !!! ... she still managed to throw away 4 bags of rubbish ... or i should say ... unwanted items from my room ... errr... i started to wonder had i ever tried to clean up my room le ... haha

i should still be slping by now .. but ... by just thinking of wat i am going to do later in the afternoon ... i cannot slp le .... nervous ... nervous !!! haha

Our Photo...

this afternoon ... after watching a MTV with mei ...

if the story happened in the MTV really happen ... i wun regret ... honestly ... really .. i wun ..

so fast .. its been 2 day since the new year 2006 ... this morning ... one of my ex fireman had an motor accident ... according to the alpha attending to him ... his hand was tangling ... and he was in coma ... this was the 2nd serious injuried road traffic accidnet i have came across in less than 10 moth time since join the station. so when u r reading my blog and i happen to know u ... regardless u like me or not ... no matter wat ... be careful with wat u r doing on the road... cause .. i dun want to attend any case which involve anyone i know ... not even the people i dun like .....

New Year .... New Me .... and Us !!

just before the end of 2005 ... something finally came my way .... and its finally officially known in our group

mei ... its really like wat u said .. a long and dragging process ... however .. i never put my blame on u .. .cause i know its not an easy task to do ... and past few months could never be an easy .. care free period of time for u .....thank u for being able to accept me ...

trust me .. this time round .. i am not going to let go of my hand ... i am going to hold ur hand and grow old together with u ... even till the day when we r already two old old grandpa and grandmum ... u will still be the most precious treasure in my heart ....

陳金鋒 is back ....

陳金鋒 ... to many of u here .... it means nothing ... but to all the taiwanese ... its a name tat can never be forgotten ... cause he had made our childhood dream come true...

many years back ... when i was still in primary sch ... we thought there can never be any of taiwanese baseball play to play in MLB .. the top baseball league in the world ... and the gambling scandle happened in 1996 made me think tat its the end of taiwanese professional baseball league ...i can never watch taiwanese play baseball again

but this guy ... used his power .. speed .... and determinations ... became the 1st chinese or taiwanese to be signed by MLB team (LA Dodgers) ... it was the 1st dream he made real to all the taiwanese ... he showed all the baseball players in taiwan tat MLB is reachable ... and followed him ... many many talented players started to challenge MLB

he then used his home runs in 2001 baseball world cup to bring back the 3rd place by beating Japan and Korea with 2 home runs each in the games ... at the same time .. he brought our passions back to the baseball fields ... people started to believe tat we r the best in asia ... even though ... i think its still some ways from Japan and Korea

in 2003 .. he again used his hitting talents to bring taiwan into olympics ... by beating Korea and China in Asian qualifying game .... he did it when everyone thought tat we were no match to Korea

2004 olympics .... he once again gave us the winning hope .. by hitting a 3 run homer against Japan .... he gave us the lead for as long as 7 innings ... only saw us to lose the lead in the last 2 innings and eventually lost ... i never blame him for not hitting another homer .. cause ... he gave me the hope when i thought its impossible to score any run from the mighty Japan...

this year ... after never securing a 1st team place in Dodgers he finally decided to come back to taiwan to play CBPL .... despite the critics said he should not do tat cause his standard will drop after playing in CBPL .... but for me ... he has done enough for taiwan ... its time for him to enjoy the star status he supposed to have in taiwan and no more struggling to get the 1st place in MLB ...

besides ... i believe tat he will once again ... like wat he has done so many times before ... bring back to crowds back to the baseball parks ... and ... many many young players will follow his foot steps to challenge the top league in the world ..

Merry Chrismas ...

Cannot remember when was the last time tat we had such big group of poly friend gathering ... well .... its like something only happened years back .. however ... last night in TCC ... we did it again ... cause besides the usual old faces .. me, zilan, ivy ... long time no c faces .. kokguan, shawn, kris, poh ... and the not so close faces .. ciji, kumsiong, shihuai ... and lastly .. back from australia face .. xiu hua .... feel sad for the guy who is still in taiwan and .... the guy who got ops tat night .... think this is the good thing of having NS in CD ... cause .... most of the people dun celebrate Chrismas and Chinese New Yr ... so can get leave easily

even though its the usual thing tat we just sat in TCC .. played bridge and talked crack .... but its really a special night for me ....in certain ways .... thank u .... its really meaningful to me ....

Birthday .... An unique day

how should i describe my birthday this year le?? ,.... well .. its really a weired one .. cause i have to attend other people's bday on my bday itself ...

but .... its a special one for me ... not only having a DVD player as my present .. or watched the May Day concert on the very last min or join weiming's bday party at chalet...

mei said i am a poor bday boy...hahaha...this one i agree .... but wen mei said tat i am getting 1 yr older again.....hmm....i cant agree oh....cause i am always looked young and think young ma.....haha

tot i would be having sumting special this year...well...nothing...hahaha

honestly ...with ur company tats already better than anything le.....

thank u

down to the valley ...

think this is the only way to describe how i feel now ba..

already i am not feeling very well .. and yet ... i cannot seem to bring the happiness to the poeple i promise to ... no wonder people say dont promise something tat is too hard for urself .... well ...i am still trying hard .. believe me

think my lucky star is just now with me these few days ba... have been slping through my 24 hr duty .. but yet .. today .. i am still looked slpy ... feel lazy ... i know wat is wrong with me .. but i just cant find a way to lift myself up ...

let the past be left in the past ... look forward ... cause there r still many new things waiting for u up front .... its not for me ... cause it just pointless to make urself in such a state while u can live happily ...i know it takes time ...and i never rush u.... but stop making urself so upset ... cause i do feel ur unhappniness oso ... and i do feel the same way as u ....

waw just before i noticed it .. .its already december ... a special month for me ... cause .. my birthday is coming .. haha

2 day ago went to sentosa with ivy .. zilan .. lynn and peishan ... waw .. !! i am the only guy ... envy me ba .. .haha .. well the wather tat day was not very good ... no sun ... and there was a big big wind ...

last night was the station year end function ... which .. i was just like usual .. alone ... anyway .. i am get used to this thing ... just tat as usual when i saw people acompanied by their love ones ... my heart felt cold and sour ..... haha ... i think i should not be a boy ... so easily moved ... not referring to anyone ... just myself .... my own feelings dunno come from where .... haha

not exactly sure wat i have done in my last duty ...

i just feel tat all my back muscle is intensified now ... a bit pain ... wats going on ?? .. .i have no idea at all ... cause it has not happened for sometime liao ... i can only remember the last time when i have this kind of feeling .. the next day i was sick ... hmm .. hope this can never happen to me ba ...

hope there is someone to massage for me ... well ... anyway ... no one can do tat ... i can only go to bed now ... hmm......

i have already forget when was my last time to turn out as a spare manpower when i 1st started in station ... i realise it .... cause my jacket is really stinks nowadays ... cannot be helped ma ... always turn out .. how to have the time to wash it lei .. haha ...

at tat time ... i really dun like to know i am the spare ... cause tat makes me think i am not needed again ... cause i always think tat given the chance .. i will show u all tat i can be a good leader ... i dun want jus be a admin SGT all the time ...tats why .. i forced myself to learn everything fast ... and luckily i got a freakingly good mentor .... "moonch" ... i call him freak .. cause even though he is the best SC i have seemed so far .. but he has a fucking damn bad attitude ... anyway ... finally i got the praise i looked for ... and i no longer on the spare list

however .. tat only makes my heart feel a bit better .. cause ... i think somehow .. i am still on other spare list ...even though i never complain and feel unhappy about tat ... in fact .. i used to be happy with the role in the past .... but ... somehow ... yesterday ....i dunno wats wrong with me ... something i never expect i would do happen ... i am sorry ... to make u worry ..and creat trouble for u ... sometimes ... i really hope tat u can be mean to me ... so tat i can give up hope ... or else .. i will always hope for the day u say "i can" to me one day ...